I AM A FEELER, NOT A THINKER

FIRST

just like the relationship between chicken and eggs, i have realised that the barboy in the club is completely a joke.  however, i have to admit that it was great fun telling yourself 'hi this is your boy in your games'.  to be really honest, the 'belief in him' came from the background light in the club.  well, i should have told everybody much earlier.  about two days after the last dairy, i ended up my game with quite satisfaction.  plz folks do not think i am a playgirl shit, coz i was just searching for fun with nobody being hurt.

 

SECOND

clubbing out with friends is a pleasant thing.  however, many strangers there do not care about their images at night.  with teeth dipped in blood and eyes seemed hungary as their stomach, their paws normally have to be tied back.  they are the creatures who bring up any other emotions apart from pleasure to you and your friends.  plz do not get it wrong, i did not exclude words like 'excitment, madness or relaxation' ect.  gladly, we dance and drink for ourselves only.  beacuse of this, we are probably the unique group of idiots there.  no matter, we enjoy the music and the drink.

 

hei, more to come next time ohhhh!!!!  by the way, writing in english is just for avoidance of my mum's non-stop questioning.  hence, friends plz stand the trouble if there is any.